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"I have built a home
for you
in my heart;
just know
the door may
not always be open,
but it will always
be unlocked."
"every time you
tell your daughter
you yell at her
out of love
you teach her to confuse
anger with kindness
which seems like a good idea
till she grows up to
trust men who hurt her
cause they look so much
like you."
-to fathers with daughtersrupi kaur (via rupikaur)
"I regret every word I’ve written about you. All the times I’ve sat down with a pen in my hand and a blank sheet of paper in front of me. The paper was all but blank within a matter of minutes. All the restless nights I had because I couldn’t stop thinking about you, and I couldn’t stop writing down every thought. I didn’t sleep much during those months. All the days I spent in math class comparing your eyes to stars and your skin to satin. You were so distracting; I barely passed. All the letters I sent you, detailing how much I loved you, how lucky I was to know someone like you and to be able to call you mine. I constantly ran out of postage stamps. Once I started writing about you I couldn’t stop. You weren’t just a human-being. You were a work of art. You were living, breathing poetry. But you were more than that… You were a waste of time, a waste of talent, a waste of feelings. You weren’t worth a single word. But here’s two: Fuck You."
"I am constantly torn between wanting to improve myself and wanting to destroy myself."
-(via enolajay)

stayxrad:

do you ever feel embarrassed to be in your own skin like please just dont look at me i wish i didnt exist sometimes like i want to disappear because i cannot handle being me 

I haven’t been so emotional in so long…I remember why I hated waking up to another day now….

Accept that I have a past & very few people in it as well. I’m sorry that I have trouble letting go…they just mean so much to me….regardless of what they put me through, some how they made me into who I am today, the person you’re supposedly in love with. Please don’t give up on me for something so foolish…I really don’t wanna have to say, you’re just like the rest.