To start things off, let me just say I didn’t intentionally get with him. I know I could say over & over it just happened. But it is true. Everything between me & him just happened. Never would I want to take someone away from someone they are in love with. I have been cheated on & have had my boyfriend ‘taken’ away. It fucking sucks. I never would want someone to feel how shitty it feels to be cheated on or have someone you love taken away because of some one else. I know you hate me, you have every right to. I respect that you both have a past together. I know there where feelings between you two that I’ll never know about. I ask for one thing & one thing only. Respect me as I respect you. Sure, we could not like each other, but be mature about it. Saying all that you do about me is unnecessary. Yes, you have your opinions, but realize what you say is only making you look childish & immature. You constantly have my name & my boyfriends name in your mouth. I don’t mean to be rude, but get the fuck over it.
I should of just done it, because now I keep thinking about it & it is driving me nuts.
"… I’m always a little sad, even when I’m happy."
-Tablo (via noxastra)
This past week has been a bad one for me. I wish that my cousin wasn’t so heartless, I wish my grandma would realize im not lying & everything she wants me to take responsibility for, im not able to. I would move mountains for my grandma & I hate that she isn’t talking to me because of someone like my cousin. More than anything I just want her really listen to me…../;